Something happen to my heart..

Even though i tell it not to go,
Even though i tell it to stop,
my heart keeps going towards you.. It does not wear out, it does not decrease..
Why is my love like this..
One by one , i count and count the memories..
My heart can not rest even a moment..it will just become baggage that becomes hard to control..
why can not i even throw them away...really,,my heart must have done something somehow..
I must have become a fool that's blind from love..just one place, everyday one place..
Looking at the sad light that is you..even the tear glands must be broken..
My tears will not stop
I love only you,,only you..
Can not u just tell me??
Even if i hold out my hands..
Not matter how much i call out..
You are always far from me..
It will be love that becomes painful scars why can not i erase it..
I try to comfort myself with the lie..that i am happy if you just smile.. Because the place you are going towards is not me..the lonely tears flow..
Just one thing,,your heart...that one thing can not you share it with me.. Can not you love me..