We used to love..

When you told me that you only wanted me..
When you promised me that you protect me..
All those things are just turning into a mere blank expression on your face..
All those days when i only looked open you..
Today has come so easily like the waves of the sea..
You will smile as if nothing is wrong..
It was so good.. We were so happy..
We overcame all the heart breaking times..
Please do not do this..
You know that i still love you..
Every night i cry as i call you..
Even though your voice is cold as strangers..
Like a fool,,i can not get over you..
I met you even as i knew,,
I met you with a sorry heart to the other boy..
As each day passed,my greed grew larger..
You must love felt uncomfortable because of me..
Like a fool,i wish for your happiness if there is a chance that you will come back to me..
I would never lose it,
Please forgive me,understand me..
Will you understand greed me??
Iam such a fool always,until the end..till the end...iam sorry..

White lie..

Just go,, i am tired of people like you..please do not cry and just leave it was all lies when i said i loved you just go when i tell you to..i am not the good person you knew..i am a meaningless,,unfortunate sort of person..
I can not make you cry again now...so please do not cry because of me.. Iam so sorry that you had to love someone like me...it was hard for you,,i was not able to do anything for you...this is me,unable to protect a single love and sending of you off instead just curse plentifully,,please up until now i am a person who only made you suffer..
I ask that you meet someone amazing who can show his best side to your family as well..
thank you for loving this horrible person..
As i loved you, i wanted to live properly....i loved you,,please meet a good person and forget me,.
live happily..

Puisi "orangtua-Ku"

Kubayangkan butir air mata memenuhi pelupuk matamu
Saat kau membacakan baris-baris kasih sayang kepada buah hatimu..

Kusapa ada beberapa butir air mata menggantung di sukmaku hendak menyeruak ke dunia menemani keharuanmu..

Tak ada yang dapat kuucapkan hari ini,seperti hari kemarin aku hanya bisa membisu coba ku tulis beberapa kata ungkapan hormat kepadamu yang kini duduk menyaksikan ilham Allah merasuki tulang-tulang tuamu..

Adakah aku akan melihat orangtuamu
Sebahagia lantunan nyanyian hatimu yang hendak menempuh tahap tertinggi kodrat manusia?

Aku merenung menggores butiran air matamu yang terdorong keluar oleh kebahagiaan
Aku berusaha menutupi jalan untuk air mataku yang tak sanggup menahan keharuan
Menuntut jalan keluar, mungkin hendak berteman dengan air matamu..

Something happen to my heart..

Even though i tell it not to go,
Even though i tell it to stop,
my heart keeps going towards you.. It does not wear out, it does not decrease..
Why is my love like this..
One by one , i count and count the memories..
My heart can not rest even a moment..it will just become baggage that becomes hard to control..
why can not i even throw them away...really,,my heart must have done something somehow..
I must have become a fool that's blind from love..just one place, everyday one place..
Looking at the sad light that is you..even the tear glands must be broken..
My tears will not stop
I love only you,,only you..
Can not u just tell me??
Even if i hold out my hands..
Not matter how much i call out..
You are always far from me..
It will be love that becomes painful scars why can not i erase it..
I try to comfort myself with the lie..that i am happy if you just smile.. Because the place you are going towards is not me..the lonely tears flow..
Just one thing,,your heart...that one thing can not you share it with me.. Can not you love me..

Puisi "Kawan"

Kawan…..
Engkau telah mengisi hari hari ku
Dengan canda tawamu
Nampak wajahmu ceria nan rupawan

kawan…...
begitu bertartinya kau dalam hidup ini serasa hampa jika kau tak disisi

Kumelangkah tanpamu disampingku
Serasa diruang tak berpenghuni
Walau kuberada dikeramaian
Rasa linglung jika kau tak menemani
Tak tahu berbuat apa
Tanpamu disisi

Kawan…....
Kaulah tempat curahanku
Tempat curahan dari segala gundahku
Kapanpun dimanapun bagaimanapun
Dalam keadaan apapun
kau….selalu ada untukku
Selalu ada disetiap kubutuh

Kawan…......
begitu besar jasamu
Kata terimakasih tak cukup membalas jasamu

Kawan….
Betapa besar jasamu
Tak dapat diungkap dengan kata
Andaikan air laut sebagai tinta
Bahkan seisi bumipun tak cukup sebagai tinta
Untuk menuliskan jasamu

Kawan….....
Kuingin selalu bersamamu
Rasa tak ingin kulalui waktu tanpamu

Puisi "Persahabatan"

Persahabatan tak butuh keajaiban,,
Yang ada hanya sebuah kebersamaan
Untuk selalu terus berjalan

Persahabatan bukan permainan
Bukan pula sebuah ujian
Juga bukan sebuah hayalan
Persahabatan adalah jembatan
Untuk mencapai sebuah tujuan

Persahabatan selalu berharap
Semua teman memperoleh kebahagian
Persahabatan adalah sebuah perwujudan
Kasih sayang yang terlewatkan
Cinta yang tak terungkapkan

Persahabatan. . .
Selalu berbuah kebahagiaan
Karena persahabatan takkan hilang termakan zaman

Puisi "kesunyian itu"

kesunyian itu kabut mengambang
di pelupuk maut

engkau menari dari kalut ke kalut
larut pada kenang segala raut

ambang rembang petang menjelang
melayang kenang disayang-sayang

ahoi, ribuan jarak menemu mimpi
tak terperi tak terberi