it's me :

you are the one

sometimes i sit and i wonder
and i just cant seem to believe
what a blessing its been to be loved
youre an angel sent to me

youre the star who lights up my sky
youre the one who made me see
that you dont need wings to fly
your love has set me free

cause you are the one who makes me whole
in my heart and in my soul
just like the sun you show me the light
im amazed and youre the reason why

before you i was so blind
i didnt know which path to choose
you poured all of this love in my heart
and now theres no way that i can lose

and when i have no faith in myself
youre the one who makes me strong
i wouldnt have a story to tell
or an ending to my song

present

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

you’re my angel
Cuz I’ve fallen for you by your handsome
You, who grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the dark
Even when I’m struggling, I can smile because of you
Even when I fall down, I can get back up because of you
You are the only one in my life, that will never change,
Because my love for you is eternal
(You’re the one in my life)

I still have something to tell you
It might be a little late, but these are the words I never got around to say

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
… When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

We would chat
We would stroll
These were the happy moments because it was just two of us
We are two different persons
But we’re alike
And sometimes people would ask if we are siblings

We walk the same path
And share the same view
I will protect you, so trust me
You’re the reason of my life
If it’s just two of us we can be forever happy

The most beautiful moment of my life is…
… When I loved you after meeting you
Now I know that you’re the biggest gift of my life

I won’t let go of your hand
Even time passes by
Even if the world changes
I will be by your side, because you’re the only one in my heart

Because I love you more than anyone else
You can’t be described with words
It wouldn’t suffice even if I shout that you’re the most beautiful person countless times
I will show you how much I love you
Because my love for you is eternal

My lost happiness

The sea's missing is lasting longer..
Finally meet the sky at horizon..
If love walks for enough..
Should also will meet happiness..
Promise is usually much like butterfly..flies beautifully then disappears
But i believe the promise you gave me..
Just like spring will certainly Come
I Always bring the smile you love..Look for the beauty i lost on the road..
When tear flows to mouth carelessly.
Just use the hand you hold to blurt out......even more scenery never stop....just look for the beauty i lost only...no one can clearly say why it is good..but just no one can replace..

In The second of the very beginning..
Something has determined to death although the fate likes to be loking..

We used to love..

When you told me that you only wanted me..
When you promised me that you protect me..
All those things are just turning into a mere blank expression on your face..
All those days when i only looked open you..
Today has come so easily like the waves of the sea..
You will smile as if nothing is wrong..
It was so good.. We were so happy..
We overcame all the heart breaking times..
Please do not do this..
You know that i still love you..
Every night i cry as i call you..
Even though your voice is cold as strangers..
Like a fool,,i can not get over you..
I met you even as i knew,,
I met you with a sorry heart to the other boy..
As each day passed,my greed grew larger..
You must love felt uncomfortable because of me..
Like a fool,i wish for your happiness if there is a chance that you will come back to me..
I would never lose it,
Please forgive me,understand me..
Will you understand greed me??
Iam such a fool always,until the end..till the end...iam sorry..

White lie..

Just go,, i am tired of people like you..please do not cry and just leave it was all lies when i said i loved you just go when i tell you to..i am not the good person you knew..i am a meaningless,,unfortunate sort of person..
I can not make you cry again now...so please do not cry because of me.. Iam so sorry that you had to love someone like me...it was hard for you,,i was not able to do anything for you...this is me,unable to protect a single love and sending of you off instead just curse plentifully,,please up until now i am a person who only made you suffer..
I ask that you meet someone amazing who can show his best side to your family as well..
thank you for loving this horrible person..
As i loved you, i wanted to live properly....i loved you,,please meet a good person and forget me,.
live happily..

Puisi "orangtua-Ku"

Kubayangkan butir air mata memenuhi pelupuk matamu
Saat kau membacakan baris-baris kasih sayang kepada buah hatimu..

Kusapa ada beberapa butir air mata menggantung di sukmaku hendak menyeruak ke dunia menemani keharuanmu..

Tak ada yang dapat kuucapkan hari ini,seperti hari kemarin aku hanya bisa membisu coba ku tulis beberapa kata ungkapan hormat kepadamu yang kini duduk menyaksikan ilham Allah merasuki tulang-tulang tuamu..

Adakah aku akan melihat orangtuamu
Sebahagia lantunan nyanyian hatimu yang hendak menempuh tahap tertinggi kodrat manusia?

Aku merenung menggores butiran air matamu yang terdorong keluar oleh kebahagiaan
Aku berusaha menutupi jalan untuk air mataku yang tak sanggup menahan keharuan
Menuntut jalan keluar, mungkin hendak berteman dengan air matamu..